Yohji Yamamoto

X


"Generally speaking, I am not interested in the future and don't believe in it.  First, I guess it is true that I don't trust the future, but, more to the point, I don't even trust the 'myself' of tomorrow, nor, for that matter, of the day after.  Basically, all I know, and all I am capable of understanding, is the "me" that is here, now, the "me" that has dragged his past with him to this point."

" . . . that for me is an author . . . someone who has something to say in the first place who then knows how to express himself with his own voice and who can finally find the strength in himself and the insolence necessary  to become the guardian of his prison and not its prisoner."  (X)


"I wanted to be able to escape in two hours.  I didn't want to be trapped by gorgeous things, to have an attachment to anything, except maybe books."  (X)


"My whole life is made up of: 'I'm sorry' . . . I feel like I have to apologize to people, to things, to life itself.  It's like, 'I'm sorry to be here'.  I don't want to disturb anyone.  But in my work, in the clothes I create, I'm actually telling people that I'm here.  So, I guess I'm disturbing them, after all." (X)


"I think perfection is ugly.  Somewhere in the things humans make, I want to see scars, failure, disorder, distortion.  If I can feel those things in work by others, then I like them.  Perfection is a kind of order, like overall harmony and so on . . . They are things someone forces on to a thing.  A free human being does not desire such things.  And yet I get the feeling there are a lot of women who do not seek freedom; women who wear symmetrical clothes."  (X)


"Many journalists kept saying, 'Yohji, why are you making such dirty clothing?' " he is saying, referring to the way his clothes come in many shades of black and can often look worn in, a little distressed around the edges.  "But I was seriously thinking that those are beautiful compared to the established style of garment from other famous designers at the time.  Dirty is good."

"I have been collecting so many secondhand clothes for 30 years," Yamamoto says.  "Army uniforms are made with special thread, for certain specific reasons - for the fight, or for protection.  Ordinarily you cannot order those types of fabrics.  There is no ornament; everything is necessary." . . . There is an honesty about these clothes that he likes.  (X)


"If fashion is clothes, then it is not indispensable.  But if fashion is a way of looking at our daily lives, then it is very important indeed"  (X)


"There is always an adoration for women in me which resembles the temptation I have for things that have passed me by.  And so I can only see a woman as someone who passes by, a person who disappears.  Therefore the back is important to me.  I think clothes should be made from the back, and not the front.  The back supports the clothes, and so if it is not properly made, the front cannot exist.”  (X)

some thoughts

on children
they will not have tvs, but they will have movie projectors, video games, and a beautiful library of books. they will have freedom and endless opportunities for travel, for activities, for beauty. but they will learn passion, hard work, and how to contribute to society. they will never have the thought of an inheritance.

criticize little and carefully. if they do not learn, it is the teacher who failed to teach correctly. if they are stupid, it is the parents who gave them stupidity.

if he is shy, find him a small school and teachers that will give him a voice.

on travel
by the time i had reached shanghai, i was on the verge of nausea from the constant traveling. my stay in london and paris was lovely, but the frivolity of my existence sickened me. i had become too greedy and dissatisfied with my experience. it was not enough to visit a city's museums, tourist sights, clubs, famous restaurants, and art shops. i desired foremost to possess places, possession which requires that i know its streets subconsciously; eat home-cooked local food; greet my neighborhood cafe owners, bookshop owners, grocers like clockwork; watch comedies on tv; and live boringly in that city.

instead, i felt like an outsider, a robber of that city's treasures, an instagram photo collector, an ignoramus with no sense of history, politics, and culture. i felt myself awing over sculptures that locals must yawn over. i take pictures of blue skies that others do not even glance at. some moments, i wonder what beauty back home i must have scoffed back, what treasures i simply walked past. i felt reprimanded and wanted to apologize. i realized a duty, in spite of my shyness, to talk to locals.

i suppose it was a humbling experience.

on money
in the matter of spending money, one should be stingy with oneself but not with others. giving joyfully without hope of gains is a wonderful learned habit.

on parents
you will become like your parents one day, so learn to love them even if they are not lovable. but as a parent you have a choice. you may go along with your learned instincts, and act out your parent's faults. or you may choose another way, and save your children some unnecessary grief.

I love when you tell me not to speak




the last days in milan





bae doona bae doona bae doona!

weekly reminders

among every three people, at least one can teach you something
- confucius, from an email father sent recently

you are not entitled to anything...and you are no better than anyone else
- A's mother, in college

happiness is not about acquiring more, but desiring less
- somewhere, most likely the internet

since you only live once, why not view meeting with someone new as fate and an occurrence never to happen again? then, i think you will hold less grudges
- mom, last semester unhappy phone call


always be a little kinder than necessary
- jm barrie via tpr, last week

over the weekend